Forget Regret

This journal piece I’m posting is a meditation, and I call it a meditation, because then you will think I really really worked hard on it. But! That goes against the whole point of ART JOURNALING, which should be done pretty quickly, to reduce the self-editing factor. I know you can hardly believe I ever edit myself, but oh-yes-I-do. Okay, and if you cannot work quickly, work slowly but HONESTLY. Not yelling, just emphasizing.

I’m posting a piece I did last August, when I was working hard to not regret some things. The results of choices I’ve made – ¬†bemoaning my woeful business sense, wondering when I come off as insensitive, (lots of lack of sense here), wishing I were taller . . . you know the routine. (BTW, I’m 5’6″, but due to my width . . .) ANYWAY!

Today I want to encourage you (and me) to focus on the future with the learning from the past and awareness of the present. (Should I sell this as a motivational poster at Staples?!! You tell me!) No, really. I have been guilty of beating myself up, why I did this, why I didn’t do that, why I didn’t choose one thing over the other, why I wasn’t more assertive or why I didn’t understand a certain situation clearly, or why I don’t look like a supermodel. (Geez, back to shallow.) Plus, I have a straight answer on that one, and it has to do with my sincere, deep, and heartfelt love of collard greens cooked with ham hocks, blackeyed peas cooked with bacon, and a big corn pone served up with buttah. I hear that the bona fide supermodel Kate Moss has said, “Nothing tastes as good as being skinny feels,” and I think that’s because she’s never had my mama’s cookin’. And, for my part, I choose the comfy soul food I grew up with. (Okay, but I’ll exercise more this year.)

So, here’s to forgetting regrets . . . I cannot say “no regrets,” because in my estimation, to never have regrets at all would mean one is a very insensitive arse of a person. So, don’t beat yourself up, don’t be an arse; hang in there, look forward.

BTW, this is meant in no way to endorse MSNBC’s new promo phrase “Lean Forward,” because I think that’s stupid. It just makes me think that they don’t believe in actually GOING forward, just looking like they might consider it at some point. Like, hey, don’t you think we won’t, ‘cuz we’re gonna. Maybe.

“Lean Forward” also makes me think of those trick clown shoes which hook into the floor so they can lean all directions and not fall over.

A clown leaning forward.

Brrrrrr. Way to give me the heebie jeebies, MSNBC.

peace, love, and other things hippies say,

trl

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